I just joined and do i have a story to tell you all

[icemanfiveoh]

Hey all, I have been reading a lot of posts and it's awesome to find so many like minded folks out there. I am starting to build my collection and can not wait to show it off. I am looking at a pair of Black aldo cloud 9 ankle boots right now for the winter. I's really cold in Chicago....it was 1 today. I have loved heels since i was a boy. I have also loved stockings since then. I had to hide it from my ex wife, she would have freaked out. since then i found a great girl. She is into girls and it didn't take long before i convinced her to buy some stockings and heels. I didn't tell her that i loved them on me, but it was awesome to feel them and see them on her. after a few years(we have been together 3) she kept telling me that i should experience what she has been feeling as i massage and show those legs and feet some love...I played coy at first and was like, " what do you mean?" she said, " you should wear some stockings and heels, it feels amazing when you touch me." From that point i played along with her taking small steps. We talked a LOT about stockings and the feeling of them on skin. One night she told me to put them on and email her some pics. That was before i had ever shaved my legs. It looked like a disaster with all the hair. So i sent her the pics and she was like, " oh my god your legs are so cute, they would look better shaved though." We talked about that for a while and I told her that before she came over next week i would shave my legs and i would wear some stockings and heels for her. She likes to keep some stuff at my place so it was all good. It was the strangest experience i have ever had. I didn't realize how much hair kept your legs warm. At first my legs were cold and sensitive. It was a very odd feeling. Ill never forget the first time she saw them on me. She told me to put on the black thigh high stockings while she did the same. At this point she shocked me and said "get the video camera out i have a surprise for you.." With out going into too much detail, lets just say that i was standing the whole time looking down at her and my stockings...It was the most amazing thing i had ever experienced. Ever since then i have had the extreme urge to wear hose and heels. We talked for hours about it and i realized that my feminine side has been repressed all these years. I told her it was a weight off my mind letting her know that i liked it and that it just felt like a part of me that was missing this whole time. For me i think it goes deeper than just a love of heels. Some people have masculine minds, some have female minds, some have a mixture of both, and that doesn't necessarily line up with your physical gender. I realized that i love feeling sexy and cute, and it was the stockings, and heels that allowed my fem side to come to the top. It is amazing to be looked at with the same love, lust and desire that men usually show women. I also realized that i am not gay, maybe bi curious, but i could never spend my life married to a man. I love women and thats that. but why can't men be cute too? She has been very supportive of the whole thing. she and i even went out as "sisters" and shopped for shoes and panties. she picked out and bought me 6 pairs of nylon mesh panties to wear. I normally wear boxers and she suggested boy shorts because they are more comfortable. She was right...I was wearing them everywhere, even work. I work in a testing lab and i started to realize that others may see the nylon mesh if i bent over so i stopped wearing them to work. But that's where the story starts.... I loved her juliet stripper heels so much i got a pair just like them. i wear 1 size bigger than her. she is a 9 9/12, i am a 10 womens. Mine have a cooler chunky heel but they are black patent leather just like hers. she loved them when i got them. She couldn't believe that i could walk in them better than her. After that I wanted some practical heels i could walk around in. I started with some Dansko black eu 41 slip ons. NO ONE and i mean no one, as far as i'm aware has noticed that i'm wearing womens shoes. Now granted you have to wear trouser socks but i have come to love them more that my athletic ankle socks. And you can coordinate your socks to your shoes. Like i wear black ribbed socks with my dansko's, and i wear brown socks with my mary jane docs. The Docs look great by the way... I just got them. They might be the best pair of docs i have ever bought, and trust me, i have bought many mens docs. The mary janes actually look cute and not too feminine at the same time so they are perfect for the stealth look. I have gained a lot of confidence wearing my black dansko's out and about. My girl is cool with everything. I love slipping my shoe off and playing footsie with her while we are out for dinner. The hardest part is that for now i live with my folks(my ex left me so i to have a place to live). My girl and i were looking at an apartment but unfortunately my father passed and those plans are on hold for now. She said i could wear whatever i wanted around her because she loves me for who i am, not what i wear. But my mom is very religious and homophobic so i can't just walk around wearing trouser socks. I did have my nails painted too, which my girl asked me to do. I did just take the polish off but still i think my moms would freak if she saw my cute toesies in socks. I have been told on more than one occasion that i have very feminine feet and that they are well proportioned and cute. Last week i wanted to fix up my nails, feet and hands, which i did. i got all the necessary items, buffing boards files, clear top bottom coat nail polish, ect. I buffed and polished my fingers first. Last week my mom noticed. She said," are you wearing clear nail polish?" to which i replied, "yeah, debbie said that my nails were gross and she fixed them up for me". to which she replied." well, they look nice. I didn't think that you did them though." Whew, dodged that one....I was relieved that i could now wear clear polish and it was ok. My nails do look really cute though. It is amazing how sexy just that little bit can make you feel. I have noticed that a few people have seen my nails shiny, but no one, even my male co-workers have said anything. Having dirty nails is gross and this was a good excuse to keep them nice. I AM a grease monkey, working on cars and machinery, but i have really enjoyed keeping them nice. Even the other day my girl was running her fingers over my thumbnail in admiration. She thinks it is so cute. She only like dark colors though on my toes. So i got this great color from OPI, Russian Navy. It is a sparkly Ultra Dark Blue polish. it looks great on my toes. She also likes dark purple. she even told me the other day she was going to bring me some polish.... So, from nothing to her cute "sister" ....IT HAS BEEN AMAZING. I can't wait to get those aldo boots with heels i've been spying. I think that womens shoes are so much more comfortable. The industry needs to realize that guys wanna look good AND be comfortable. And some of the styles that women are wearing, guys can wear too. I'm sure that this is too much info but i love the the support that everyone is getting by "coming out" so to speak. Thanks for reading and have a great night.....

[mtnsofheels]

Icemanfiveoh! Great story, you have won the jack pot with that girl. That is so awesome that you have found a girl that like heels and hosiery but also, found more about each other and something that is so fun and sensual be do and be that special person. You are a lucky man. Thanks for sharing for taking the time to write your and share story! Mtnsofheels

[Kittyinboots]

Hello from a fellow Chicago area member. Hopefully they will plan another Chicago heel meet for 2010, then you could show off your heels.

[chizboco]

that's a good story icemanfiveoh! i'm a newbie wearing high heels but i love them since i was a kid too. sometimes there are no words to explain the feeling... welcome!

[Bubba136]

Welcome to hhplace, Icemanfiveoh Great explanation as to how you got into heels and how much you and your girlfriend enjoy wearing heels together. We're looking forward to reading more of your adventures in heels. Glad you decided to join and contribute to our forum.

[benno]

Wonderful intro. Welcome to the forum. Move out of home asap. You will open up a very wide world by moving in with a girl like that. See you soon, Ben

[Dawn HH]

Icemanfiveoh:-) You have the very best of all worlds, wearing hose and heels, but the best of all is having a G/F that wants you to do so. Not to mention the incredible feeling of the hose and heels on your legs and feet. There is nothing like it. Welcome to the HH Place Forum. Maybe your G/F might want to join us all here along with you,. Looking to vew your future adventures in hose and heels. Cheers--- Dawn HH