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It has been a while since I posted anything in here.... Well I don't think I see it as a "cause" more or less becasue I'm not trying to push for it to be acceptable in soceity because we all have the freedom of choice so as long as were not doing anything illegal then who cares right? Now you will have those that laugh at you and so forth, some of the more ignorant may even do more, but people like that have allways exsisted and more then likely allways will. But judgeing from a lot of the accounts I've read those pople seem to be few and far between. Most pople don't seem to care that much. If they even notice.

I've seen that show. It is ok. I typically don't like dating shows that much. I don't know what I would have done if I were that guy.

Hello. I haven't been on here in a while, and I'm thinking I'm probaly going to keep it that way for a bit. I met some cool people on here who tried to help me with my problems. To those people I say thank you. I'm at a ponit where I'm not sure what is going to end up. But I do know at age 26 I'm stilla virgin, still all alone. it is as if God took a shit and named it arron. I'm not expecting things to get better. Anywho I'm thinking this is the best time for me to say my goodbyes on the site. If I'm sitll alive in a few months or whenever I'll stop back in and say hey. If I should die then.... well, it has been real!

I've seen those for sale here before. Thought about getting one.

I find it hard to admire myself under any circumstances.

Thanks! I just checked the site out. They do have some of the styles I want in my size!

I haven't found a place that sales them in larger sizes yet. But I'm hellbent of finding the blue denim pair in size 12. I'll let you know if I find them. Why is it that certian styles don't go up to large sizes? Espically when they are similar to the styles that do go into larger sizes.

That sounds like some good advice.

Sorry it took so long to respond. I wasnt' feeling very well yesterday. Anywho I don't wear heels out much anymore. But I wouldn't mind wearing the denim ones out and about. Though they have limited use I think I could wear them everyday and coordinate them into my wardrobe well. Probly be more along the lines of club wear then anything.

Thanks Bluetango and Vector. I have my ups and downs a lot, a lot of people on this site I'm sure can tell you it has been an ongoing battle for me for a while now.

Yeah that is a good idea.

confidence eh? I could go for some of that stuff. Most of the time I just think that I am the most worthless peice of shit mistake good has ever had the displeasure of createing. Oh well. Fuck it.

Well said Jim. I was kinda like that too, only I never did any hacking (I'm moe in the whole moding community) but I did support those who did and for the reasons that you stated. Keeping information channels open, learning about new systems even kinda saw it as a form of protest. And now adays its jsut something that people do to be really nothing more then pest, kids just trying to make someone upset. And like you said all the skill has been takeing out of it with the all of these programs that do the hacking for you. Kinda makes me wonder if any of them know any other OS outside of windows... oh well. What can you do? Just keep makeing those backups!!!

Thanks for the compliments/opions everyone. I'm happy to have my pc back up and running again. And Yes no more webblockers!!!!!!! Yay I'm now back in controll of my web viewing mwahahahahaha! (Sorry I get carried away sometimes.) But seriously I Don't know what took me so long to fix it. Just being lazy I guess. I had install linux then ReiserFS messed up due to a bug with the kernel I was running (or some I'm told) So I switched back to windows and here I am!

Anywho I'm deffently getting the first pair next paycheck. I like that first par a lot. Here are two more pairs that I like though. I really like these two pairs. (Warning these pictures are like huge. Like 1623x1623. Sorry I didn't take these pictures I'm just linking them due to that whole lazzyness thing )

I want the blue and orange pair (kinda wild but stylish. I like them.)

http://www.ellieshoes.com/pic/638-Martini-G-large.jpg

And I love this pair. Kinda stylish I think. Some would argue I have weird/no style though. (But those people are crazy j/k. I think these are cool though.) To be honest they're pretty simlar (in that whole almost looks just like them way) to the white fish platforms posted above. Anywho see for yourself.

http://www.ellieshoes.com/pic/609-Orbit-Blu-large.jpg

And hold on! Just found another pair Poka Dots!!!! (picture not huge 543x543)

http://www.ellieshoes.com/pic/609-Dot-Blk-large.jpg

and here are some cool wedges

http://www.ellieshoes.com/pic/W-Gin-large.jpg

http://www.ellieshoes.com/pic/W-Manhattan-f-Pnk-large.jpg

http://www.ellieshoes.com/pic/w-mojito-blue-large.jpg

and with that I think I'm just going to leave ellieshoes.com alone for right now (I'm looking at 2 other pair of wedges I want. lol Told ya I shop around a lot.) Honestly I could probaly look through there entire catalog and pick out about 90% of their shoes as stuff I want. Same with pleaser. Plats are no Plats.

(my computer at home is up and running yay!!!!!) Wow it has been a while since I've posted anything on high heels that I like. I still shop around and stuff and see several pairs. I just never really talk about anything. Don't know why. (Should probaly take more pics too. ) Well anyhwho here is a nice kinda unique pair of heels that I found that I have my eye on. I think they would look good with a pair of jeans or a denim outfit or something. Sexy and almost kinda casual (if it wern't for the heel hieght.) Probaly will be getting a pair next paycheck. (Yeah I know there those "ugly" plats, But I htink platforms rock. )

here is another pair I have my eyes on. I like these only I want them in black. Though I like the white ones too. Might get both.

And I love mules don't know why but I want this pair.

Your additude is really pulling you down again and it isn't going to do you any good being that way. Try to think good thoughts, look up not down, Do all of the things that give you pleasure no matter how small and please try to cheer up. Your mental health has me worried, my friend. It is time to grab your bootstraps again and pull yourself up out of this "funk" that you are in. Try to always look on the good side of things. Your looking at your glass as being half empty---try to look at it as being half full.

Cheers---

Yeah I know that is very true. I've just been in a bitter mood lately. I'm starting to feel a little better though.

Do you have any idea what the style is called? If not then my only suggestion I can make is just check defferent shoe sites. I seen similar styles on http://www.snaz75.com and I find that shoes like these are often listed under "funky shoes" or somethingl ike that. Maybe Goth even. Some sites just may have it listed under Mary Jane Shoes. Or you could try doing a serch for mary jane platform shoes and see what that turns up.

SUPPORT? AT LEAST YOU ALL HAVE SOMEONE!!!! I mean there is a whole lot worse then your signifgant other not supporting your heel wearing. Just be glad your married, be happy as hell that you have a girlfriend because you could be soem bitter as dork like me who can't even get laid if he fucking paid someone.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/usatoday/20051011/en_usatoday/jeanslowdownwaistbandsareinchingup

Yay wastelines in jeans are starting to inch up again! WTF did this make the news header in yahoo I mean of all the stupid freakin BS to put on I know there must be more relavent topics to are socity then this .... i don't know. I just don't get people. Some of the stuff we people care about just kinda pisses me off.

Dead.

I like all those boots. (That is a rare)

Nice Collection!

sandalcrazy27, Really? Then I'll have to look at their website sometime. I like the Star Jones shoe a lot.

I like that shoe a lot. Kinda hard to belive it came from payless... (I don't know the payless by my house kinda sucks.)

Unfortunately, I think there are two thoughts we are battling here, not just one.

IF a man is wearing women's high heels, THEN he must be gay.

and the contrapositive form too:

IF a man is not gay, THEN he is not wearing women's high heels.

Be back here later on this.

Yeah it is an interesting topic. I think people just steroptype gay people as being Feminine becasue they don't consider it "manish" so if your a guy who wears 6 inch pumps (like me in my rockin avatar ) you must be gay because what can be more non manish then a guy who wears women's clothing, and that is really more of a how society views thigns kinda thing. The bad thing is this is a really hard thing to change, the good thing is however societies views change a lot over the years and it will be a matter of time before this changes I think. I think the one thing you can really do is to try to brake the mold so to speak. By wearing your heels outside the house like Jeff for example or white_6_inch_spike_heel, and several other members of this fourm. But then that brings up a whole other set of issues with tollerence. I don't know like I said I think it is a intersing topic.