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I mean they are great how great they are?

It is not easy each day I Wake up and I cannot accept him. He is terribly narrow-minded and say the fact I like heels it has an important blocking in my life the reason why I never had girlfriends.

Now as I am writing you i just blasted him couple of insults and he defer all on me. When he will by dying I will not go se him. That`s not a father I have it is an ennemy. I should let him quiet I waste my time

Ilikekicks I do not use Google I have trouble in English so I try by myself

DEALING WITH FATHER! Dealing with hell and lucifer!

Hello! For the first week in my life i was wearing heels in public it was the begining for hell with me. Those 3 members of the family discovered that! My hidden place. I have trouble to say anything and would like to stay without saying nothing! He entered in my personal life. My secret but I prefer to hide the rest of it. He does not understand and I do not trust him and everybody!

He says he does not accept that and to not listen what you say and you have serious mind problems. I tried to explain how good it is but he still disaprove all your behaviour and mine. You give meeting here to meet the person and get sexual abusing. He says why could you trust them? They make you do stupidities! That starts with transvestism as the boots to finish as a woman completely!

I would continue to wear heels and get bad reactions of people in general. With the face I have people will say I have a mental sickness. People will take a picture with their phones and your dog will be dead! They will show that to internet. No women will love me in the future and I will make my grandmother die and make crazy my mother. I will be the worst person in the society.

GO get love with women instead of doing stupidities!

He said that yesterday and the day before he yelled  and argue with his wife(not my mother). I said nothing bad.

I refunded all my heels except boots I gave for diabetic people.

Now I feel very bad, have trouble to sleep and to think all the time.

For the first time I was happy BANG!!! BANG!!! YOU`RE WRONG my  Transvestism son!

My heart is trusting you and myself and the other my father!

I do not know what to say and do hell came to me!

If anyone else have something to tell about his experience? My anxiety of wearing heels dropped of 50% but it still the last 50% for the family. I think the best way is to be honest and to not defend the love of heels or it is not girls shoes but mine as i heard about in that website. They might  not like at most parents but telling them it is your choice you wear what you want and just tell them the truth. They cant allow you to do that! If they laugh as I expect for me in the future do not pay attention to them or get too seriously their comments. They tell you their opinion you do not care! They do not decide for yourself! This is not talkable it is a personal choice!

Showing boots is when your pants allow you to wear them out but jeans make your legs have hot.

I heard about women do that because they have leggings but I do not know what they look like!

Hello. I am asking you about your great experience because I had one in the evening. For 4 years I believed I needed a size 10 and after that this year a size 11 but let me tell you many stores proved me I was wrong!

So I am very happy that I wear a size 9 or 8.5 instead of 11 or court shoes! Because you do not have to have free space behind your feet when you walk. Even not one finger! Patent shoes take much more time to take the form of your feet and at least at the begining you are a bit tightened because the shoe include all the foot. With time it will be adjusted to your foot. Normal leather is faster and at the first time you wear it it fit just now well and you are confortable.

So when you are not exactly sure of your size you have a great time to try on few shoes and walk. Personnally when I tried heels and walked I really enjoyed that it was so easy to walk and pleasant and the sound of that is marvellous!!

I love  the sound of a nine west applaud or a bandolino style. So for that last one I fit with a size 8.5

It is great when you see your feet are smaller of what you thought before!!  The shoes are less big and it has a better look if you understand what I mean it still a little big if you look yourself by side at your heels but it is less tall at least!

I really had a good time and black patent court shoes are great to wear!! I am very impatient to wear them a day after winter!!

Today on January 20th I went to a new commercial centre which had 2 floors. It is located in another city one hour from me. After I went to another one just for asking something. I was wearing my boots. During the day I got some look with one man who was walking in front of me a bit far from me and he was walking and he turrned his head to look at me few times until he hurt a woman! In my mind I was telling him I am gonna kick your... But I was not angry just continue walking forward

Got maybe fixed looks but I said myself do not pay attention to men!!! They`re *****!

I have to find out again my size I asked few stores about heels in perfecto store and spring boutique. 11 fit ok but when I walk I can put 2 fingers behind my feet and my toes are not enough hdden!

At spring boutique a woman said it does not have to have a small space when your foot go forward when you walk. It should not have space. Fiting just good. I tried a Roessing 95 in yellow fir test and it touched all around my feet and it did not hurt when I was walking.

So I am very confused so on evening 21th I will go change my nine west and the company sent me shoes but one with not solid sole. When I wear that my feet sticks to the sole and it unsticked.

At walmart a black patent wedge heel size 10. I walked and got my feet go out

So I have to Watch my size it can vary like men shoes. It is not always the same size in all stores!

It is not funny to have to find out again a size.

I will ask to the managing woman with her employee to finally find out the right one size. I am embarrassed!

Maybe the guy I told you was embarrassed and got brain reaction because He tought the sound was for a woman coming and get confused . LOL!

Women did nothing no reactions and especially no reactions from old people!

Every time I wear high heels I get very happy and before I feel very exciting just to hear the heel sound! So I go wear my boots and get excited.

I love the sound!

OK. Today the 19th I went to many places including two commercial centre. One small and one medium big. I finally decided to wear my boots Under jeans outside for real! I did not walked so much in the big commercial centre because it was the first time I was wearing heels in public and I had terrible sore Under my legs .

People said absolutely nothing! When I walked I walked straight and right like women. No reaction so I was great for walking even I had sores!

So I am very proud of myself! I surprised myself!

I was telling me do not pay attention to others keep focus on your things and walk correctly! It should be good!

I already went to stores for many weeks so I will wear heels for other things! Other heels I would like to wear are not available and need to wait until march or april especially for pumps. Otherwise for boots I am ok!

So when I was driving back to home I was telling me I could not had to worry a lot for NOTHING! For four years!  I feel better now! I have to continue to train my legs

So guys I took 4 years to realize I should not worry too much even if I see few bad situations. I have almost 23 years old so this is a real great time for heels not at 30 or 40 years. It is now I am Young I have to get fun and do what I always wanted to do either wearing heels! To have better shoes than stupid and ugly male shoes !  

Now I like to wear them Under jeans!

Of course I noticed customers women who also try heel boots ignore me!

Today on January 18th I went in town where I have never went and I had a great time. I went to perfecto and nero bianco stores. I tried 2 pairs of black patent heels of my size who were left from a woman that told me where to find those shoes(other stores of same company that had shoes left).

They were a bit pointy toes but even 11 was too smal for me! First time I have seen that but it might happen and there were no size 12 existing. It was the same thing both pumps.

I found  nice black leather boots those in the attachments the female seller was very open minded but does not look like when I looked at her. I was surprised she said she had many men customers with heels. She was very helpful and complimented me also I had  pretty black pants for that. So what I learnt from her is leather is better for boots than other black black black leather. She said I had a great look with them. So nero bianco female sellers and the one from le château were helpful!

Here are my boots I bought for 110$ But they have stable heels and are the favorite boots for numberous customers. They are top rated! Very comfortable with no zipper.

Boots from le château: Size 10 not 11 I tried and  number (J371 010)

Http://www.lechateau.com

Article: 294510 (Type in search section)

And you have my nine west shoes (110$) I ordered by internet

Both are expansive but I like them and I do not want to throw them away after years!!!! I will wear them in public this year and others my challenge

I also used my boots to go gaz station but noone!!! Payment machine outside!

I really enjoyed my few hours in town!

Hello! I am back for telling you I still go to many stores and I tried about many times and i had two comments when I was asking heels for my size. One old woman and one immigrant woman. The old one said: There are no shoes for men here we do not sell them. The last I talked on january 18th had a lot of trouble understanding me. I said I am looking for a size 11 of shoes and I wanna know if you have sizes like that. Normally with my numberous visits size 11 after Christmas are very hard to find and many stores buy until size 10.

Just figure out the last one said the same thing like the first one because I said I wanted a size 11. I do not understand I had to repeat and repeat 3 or 4 times to make her understand. Maybe it was the brain reaction!

The women did not want I think but they let me do it! Maybe they were scaried to see a different situation. I kept a good atitude!

Lol but I hate those answers and I say it does not matter who whatever want to try female shoes!

One seller asked me is it for you and I said yes and he started a bit laugh so I ignored them what could you do. I prefer women sellers 16 to 36 years old they just do not care if you are a man! They asked me for trying and I asked also and it looks that make pleasure to them. I noticed many teenage girls 17 to 20 are great for help!

At this time when I try something and like it I ask for the size and ask for information to find them on the website.

I do not know if it is due to a sexual desire the fact I continue to realize it is not a problem to wear heels I like and get tired of paying attention to others but I still hesitate to do it for real. Everyone in my family will surprise me wearing that a day so soon or later they will have to accept that. In my stupid little province  there are so not open minded people. They are in late in their minds they miss something very good. There will be always people who dont accept that all the time and those people make me angry in a long time. Literally I can say they`re idiots! They will always stay like that but it still not easy to go through that with everyone in your city!

It is like I feel I am alone to do that!  Other men are too scary just to try female shoes at stores we are a minor public.Not numberous a small %. That`s not fair so  a day that will be enough we just have one life to live and even we are not women we should what we like before it will be to late!

Other men I talk in my province because quebec city is a province of Canada. Those you do not see!

Many people are not used to see that so  just too bad for them! They do not know what they miss!

I can confirm your comments that says women sellers are better open minded than men. In general they are really aware of that and it is what I like the most!

last evening I was trying high heel boots and an associate of the sears store told me they are for you sir? I said yes and he gone away!

Have a good behaviour and there will not have any problems even if it is rarely seen.

I had to bought myself a nine west applaud  3 inch black patent on the web cause stores will have it after winter.

They are big but this is my size and I will get used to it. I like the heel sound. Louder song than Lennox naturalizer. Sound is exciting!

Sound should not be a problem so do not look everyone when you walk wearing heels and forget others and do what you have to do.

It looked like this was an interesting subject. It is simply a question of tastes or being comfortable

I found a clerk. A good one. It looked like a teenage close to a youg adult woman. She did not hesitate to give me heels and said my colleague at theother store can bring you a black patent one. But I just wanted to try an eleven size so She gave me beige patent pumps and it was fiting very good hiding more the toes. notice some people moved forward to be in my right size but they do not react or if they saw me they done nothing.

I really like those sellers that does not care about that. I guess they are used to have male customers!

That day happened during my adventures not these times. I have to wait because people have taken all black patent 11 size everywhere so I went refund my naturalizer shoes they were small.

Godd. I though I was the only of in the province!

I voted no at first but I change for yes but I do not like guys as sellers!

of course Under jeans is pretty!!!

Today I went to a commercial center to try pumps and I tried! Really tried. There was a guy and a girl behind the counter but the guy made me worry but another  seller girl was there and doing something else. Time that I asked for a size 11 for black patent pumps I made a compliment to the other girl because she was fitted well with 3 inches beige closed pumps even I prefer black patent at least she was fitted better than so many girls. Girls at my town almost never wear pumps.

Only a negative comment I had is from an old woman who said the store does not sell shoes for men but only for woman and I told her: It does not matter! I have completely shut her mouth lol

So that is confirmed size 11 for me in pumps. I am still impatient to have my size 11 naturalizer within few weeks.

I also went to try boots but with wide width at ADDITION ELLE a store with big sizes. I asked the girl to bring me one pair of nice boots and it was for me so I tried one boot as I needed to know if it was fiting well and that was nice! I did not buy it I wanted to have silent boots. By wearing boots the heel appear behind. Let me tell you the girl seemed embarrassed (brain reaction) she was nervous.

HEHEHEHE

After that I went at L`équipeur where the store sells solid great products and I saw a real nice boots but I knocked the heel at the ground and it was making a sound

I realize I made almost what I expected and completed my objectives with still some fears(men) and I do not know what to do next it is like I get tired of that.

Since that I think I do not need boot the first naturalizer payton boots I prefer it but it costs 250$. You know those boots with rough material heel and the rest that hide the sound when walking? Great! But I do not go out very often I went out only to make me pleasure and renew my heel experience. I would like to wear pumps at next autumn but I hesitate with the sound and what the shoes will look like Under jeans.

First heels i got is from Jessica brand Ibenawen which has 4 inches so too high too hard to walk so I asked a refund. See the attachment

Second I recently bought is Lennox naturalizer shiny black. They fit well except it makes me sore to toes and marks and also I see the begining of my toes maybe it is small but I have to wait after Christmas when? I do not know but I am very impatient.

Also I would like to have a silent heel winter boots like naturalizer payton  or something else which I do not hear the heel. I do not know If I need to walk in consequence.

Also If you can learn me about silent pumps or boots it will be good. I have a big size so it is not easy to hide!

Next goal is to try heels even if I have people around me. Old ladies sellers make me scare but maybe they are like I experienced at target store.

Thank you

Hello I wanna know if you hide your boots Under your pants or jeans or you show them freely like girls?

Hello. As you know I am very afraid of trying heels or just see the shoe woman section but today I really had a great fun! I went to three stores and I have seen some men with female boots in their hands and men who where looking women shoes in the section. I went at the store sears where I saw the first man with chunky female boots. Automatically what my mind said to me was: (Allright you see a man whith women boots in his hands so GO NOW take a look!

Today my perception was: GO for look high heels go take them in your hands and try one shoe and other that would laugh or react they can go ***** cause we do not care we go there to for our own pleasure and **** others!

So I was attracted to black shiny pumps like naturalizer Lennox or a Jessica brand court shoe or other. I checked my size again after 3 years i did not do that. My left feet is the longest so it is between 10 and 10.5 but in my town or country we do not have a half size. So I was used with a 10 size before but I notice it has a 0,5 inch space at the round toe and a eleven there is 1 inch. Both size fit wel but I think I will take a 11 size later.

I went to yellow store and I did not see a good 11 size or 10..5 and a Young woman asked me if I need help. First time I said no but I did not find anything interesting and another girl asked me again and I said yes and I wanted to find a 10.5 or 11 court shoes but whe was not finding and said 11 size only available for boots. I said it does not work so I told her have a good day and thank you and I left the store.

I went to reitman stores this is where I have noticed 11 are better even if 10 fit also well. I wanna avoid simi9lar problems I had. I heard about laughing from the counter far from me but girls they were talking to themselves I do not know but I really do not care

AFter that i went to the walmart store the one who it made me very affraid but there were no old ladies just teenage girl and they said nothing. I did not find anything. In the next week I will call and get back to sears taking at worst the 11 size and maybe the Jessica pumps.

It was during I went to sears and I saw the man and I took heels in my hand and tried only with my longest feet I felt very happy and it boosted me to go other places it was like I was on a pleasant cloud.. Even I did not find what I was looking for I saw 2 pairs of black shiny court shoe or just normal leather or other heel.

I think I have Fallen in love with heels . Women pumps are very very very very beautiful and it has much so varieties. It woke up the love of heels that was hidden into me since three years. I did not think I was missing something but I really was!!! 

So it is 26th december and had too much people everywhere and maybe they had not time to look at me. They do not care if you wear one shoe or take it in your hand or look too close. No reactions!!!

I really had a great time I am audacious sometimes I can make myself surprised! I made my own pleasure

Im think I developped confidence and for anxiety i take drugs for that since more than 1 month and it made a benefic effect!!

Now going shopping or see heels is a very funny activity and exciting and I can see the ebauty of women heels!

I heard about so many stories in that website and it said the majority of people do not care but there will always be folks, a small group of people will react but I am still very afraid that they are everywhere! Everything you do is attached to them!

I do not think a sears store with woman shoes in front of all with easy access(You know what I mean)is helpful for anxiety and confidence. I do not trust sales assistant I do not find that they all have seen a man wearing heels! It probably never happen or rarely. Also I am a guy and I would see a teenage girl or an old lady that would be the END!

To have confidence I need to avoid as much anxiety and stress as possible.

Imagine You try heels and you are caught by a member of your family

All those fears demons make me very affraid

Best thing is to try them in a closed store without noone could notice!

hammer toes, my real size is 10 and it fit correctly. Had those issues with a 2.7 inches and I do not know why maybe I walked too much with and worn them many hours each day!. I found out that website 3 years ago and many of you are living in United States and yes I heard  enough about wearing heels there to know people mind has changed but not still in my country. Just figure out people here begun to accept gays and they have never seen or heard about men wearing heels except  the gay walk in Montreal. So I know I live in a enough open society but I cannot believe I would be accepted by the people around me. A day if I hear  often about men in heels at news I am sure I will go out. There are too much anxious people here to try to wear heels. I really would like to start with high heel winter boots but I need to accept the consequences it will do. ME vs my family and folks and Young adult women who do not know me and if the girl I wanna match with would know i like wearing heels imagine the rest.

I must admit it will not be easy for me to do that. It is hard to deal with all the bla bla bla(talking , talking) of the people especially if it is your family and they never known before that you like heels! I am a big anxious who takes drugs for anxiety. I have fear to be embarrassed of the comments of others. I would not go at school or work with heels. Just like women to go commercials!

Hello. I still have that "loving heel" feeling and when I go to walmart close to the woman shoes section I always see old women sellers and I get back to another place. I always telling myself why it is only made for girls? Why is important to look good for wearing heels when you totally do not care about clothing and just want to wear heels out. Women black patent heels or some boots are the prettiest shoes vs ugly men shoes. Only made for women and I never see guys wearing heels in my town Quebec city, Canada except just one known transexual at tv but rarely. I feel like the only guy in that province is liking heels top wear it out. Maybe others are so secret secret secret lover heels? A real mystery!!!

Since I have the age of 20 I had bought karma pumps from payless store the same like karmen pumps they just changed the name, journey black patent, lolita Platform shoes and mid heel with 1.5 inches. I have had to throw them away it was being too lazy(got tired of).

I had a very bad exprerience to payless store and they closed almost all the stores. Since then I was only buying them online but I always worried about hidding them in my room!!! Now the niece of my mother-in-law(not my real mother) will come form algeria during next automn and in january I will got to school for 5 months and will work so heels I think I will not wear them so often.

I have had to spent lot of money for heels and I still want to have more like on eBay.ca I would like to have 3 new pairs but always court shoes 2.5 inches. I had wore my journey pumpsduring the Christmas Holiday in 2011 and what I got is hammer toes some pains and numbness because I was wearing them all the day.

I do not know what to do and to think. For me is would be impossible to wear them freedomly I figure out what my father would say and I makes me really bad and embarrassing.  Worried about questions they would ask me if I order them by post mail. Maybe I am not made for that heeling feeling love. Just wanna wear shoes and nothing else but only  winter boots and court shoes.

I would like to go shop heels with future girlfriends if I can get the niece as my new girlfriend!

Parents and their sisters,brothers,grandma are the worst people to tell them you like heels. They do not figure out yourself wearing heels. So if you tell to your dad, it would be not very funny but if you tell it to your mother maybe she would understand but both parents will tell that to their people.