I'm probably going to start confusing you guys. But you are my friends, so I can tell you anything! I saw a shrink that specializes in gender issues. Anyway, I went through a ton of tests, and found out that I have gender disphoria. So in fact I don't have to live my life as a woman. But she told me I could have a mix of the two, if I like. So the girls clothes and the heels will stay the same. As well as the long hair and make-up. It it a relief that I don't have to change my whole life! So I'm dropping the Clarissa from my posts. Ill be going with my middle name, Ashley. I don't know why my parents named me ashley. They must have known somthing. They said it was a guys name a long time ago, before it was a girls name. They are happy that I like it.
Other than that, its fashion business as usual.