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  1. Spikes you are just great. Envy You very much. I dream all the time about such experience, about showing my spikes in front of attractive young girl also in spikes. It is so arousing, but wouldn’t be able to do it. I mean I do exactly the same but when x-dressed, whole feminine outfit without drawing any attention.

  2. So I did it, I did it today, yeah I did it and it was just fucking great!!. I said to myself now or never and I did it. Even now I feel some sort of thrill when I recall it. I was so excited, but all went just smooth. I was just walking in my fabulous pointed stilettos, I bought for over 200 €, unveiled this time, outrageously clicking and I was just passer by, no glances, nothing has happened, nothing at all, just nothing, I could do whatever I wanted. All my fears have gone. Finally I sat at the table in a street café and bought a glass of water, yeah I said just two words, almost whispering, but nobody even looked at me, waitress neither. I felt as in a dream. Recalling my first going out in stilettos, after which I felt as raped or something like this in mood, I just couldn’t believe. Walking in stilettos on the street, pavement, I mean in real life is quite different story then at home, its slightly tiring and its better to avoid rough surfaces, although for the first time, coming home I put my stilettos off, not put on like almost every day so far. The most I was afraid of were my face and hair; though my make up was almost a piece of art I wore glasses and a plain scarf on my head, so looking at my face there were lips only, it was just impossible to discover anything, I guess so. Then slightly big shoe size as for a woman, 43, but these are real woman’s style shoes, stilettos ultra pointed, maybe a bit exaggerated even. No doubt they are big, however its hard to judge by this kind of shoes. And of course fact that I’m about 1,80m when high heeled, pretty tall (these heels are 10cm high only, shame I know, just casual shoes) But it worked, I was so uptight but it fucking worked. Simply tall young woman in stilettos, no stares, nothing unless some natural looks at me, at my foot, but these looks were sort of swift and ordinary looks, just as mine as I see a girl in stilettos, something like that. Catching these looks I even felt a sort of excitement, its completely wired I know, but I liked it and I must do it again. Unless reaching my home, when I turned the key, I felt save and some sort of relieve, yeah I must get more self-confident, no more stress. What I was afraid of was driving home; it takes almost one hour each way. I had my male cloths in my car just in case. I could easily slip out of stockings and spikes, but make up and especially red nails would be a problem so I took a pair of sport gloves and cosmetic towels. Happily I didn’t need them. Now I feel so so so fucking free, there are no frontiers, I can do whatever I want. I can wear whatever I want. Sorry, I’m boring but I had to tell it somebody.

  3. Yes in some way I enjoy x-dressing, although I’m not so sure what is most important for me and what I really need. My interests develop. Few years ago these were simply womans shoes, any style at first, later more and more feminine. As time was passing by I started to shave my legs, wear tights, makeup and paint nails and so on. I was discovering more and more new female clothes for me. Now I wear all outfit; makeup, bra (though I don’t have breast forms, shame:), jewelry and all womans cloths, frilly and shiny, (sometimes plain, but same womans), but not every day of course, just from time to time, once, twice a mounth. I do it with pleasure though it is a kind of a play for me, in order to have fun, to feel what woman feel, you know, wearing all these things I know or feel they are not my every day cloths and I don’t want them to be I guess (though I’m not so sure about that :(, ok let’s say I’m quite sure) But at some points I’m not so undecided and I can call my every day dress style. I definitely just love stilettos and other female shoes, I wear them almost all the time when at home, driving car sometimes. And I rarely plunge into my stilettos with bare foot, first I slide into nylons, (gorgeous feeling :(, yeah stockings, tights are indispensable. And also I paint nails, transparent slightly shiny sometime even when I go out, all shades of feminine colors when at home and not expect anybody’s visit. I have my nails painted almost all the time. I don’t take into account female underwear (I wore my ex-gf’s panties and she knew it and enjoyed it, now I do just the same) Bout cloths, apart from skirts I wear sometimes, I take unisex style, same or similar as I wear outside. So when I work at home freestyle dressed, sometimes its enough to change shoes and I can go out, (providing, passing as male nail polish color, proper cut of legs when in stockings, no lipstick :( Now I desperately want to go out dressed my everyday style, but maybe its just excuse and really what I want is whole x-dressing. I feel I must do it so to know my inner reasons. Anyway thanks for all your words, I just needed them.

  4. I plan to go out in my high heels and as I’m not enough self-confident to stand any curious glances or comments I got two options First is to do it in more or less male cloths with my female shoes hidden by wide legged jeans, this is what I did, and what turned out to be slight disaster. I went out in stilettos with their fabulous click, click, click….You can imagine what was next. I supposed it to be just nice stroll and cup of coffee in coffee shop but I underestimated these click…click…click, later I felt terrible, Anyway, now I know I should have wore more wedge heels, but telling the truth I did not have such then and I don’t have now either. Second way is to go out in my favorite stilettos but dressed more woman style, I mean make up, painted nails, proper hair and glasses and some loose unisex looking plain cloths. I do it often at home. Actually I dress this way; besides make up and hair; almost every day when I’m working alone at home. Due to my physique I can quite easily pass as a female as I did it before at fancy dress parties, but it was not what I’m going to do now, to go out dressed as a woman in stunning pointed stilettos. One disadvantage is that I wont say a word, I wont even try, so there are limited places where I can go. All this isn’t easy for me, but I just cant stand wearing heels, painting nails, wearing all these gorgeous cloths and staying home all the time, working at front of my computer. I guess it’s the only way and sorry for my terrible english, I know..

  5. It happens to me seldom wearing just heels on bare foot; even then I put on unisex looking jeans at least. Most of the time I’m high heeled, (as I work mostly alone at home, I often spend whole day dressed this way) I put on all female outfit, tights or stockings, panties and nail polish are essential, loose half calf pants or short skirt, (yeah I know my legs are not exactly womans shape, though slim and shaved at least so I can wear my stilettos on bare foot either) and feminine in style top or just lycra tshirt. Little too much feminine I know, but only this way I can really enjoy wearing high heels ( I must confess, sometimes I wear flat but very sexy looking, white mules either), feel relaxed and not so excited as wearing just womans shoes only. Occasionally, just for fun, I make one step farther and put light make up, as it takes ages I do it rather seldom, twice a month or so, (more often I use just lipstick). These days I make up my face I also make my hair to look more female and use some plain jewelry and try to put on some most feminine cloths I have. Bout my today appearance, actually not so bad so far, just deep red color nails, painted yesterday, casual shiny red shorts, white dress shirt, and my all day use, pointed stiletto pumps put on bare foot this time, (its sunny weather today).

  6. First time i went out in heels was in pointed 4' spikes, most feminine I have. I wore long long jeans, so evetything some curious guys saw were just tips of my shoes, not so odd so far, but this noise of spikes was terrible and i think some glittering of metal spikes. All these glances I saw that evening were pure torment so it was first and last time i went out in heels. :(

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