bootedupboy

I voted no and it was a difficult decision to make. Like lots of people here I have struggled with my fetish through puberty and teenage years feeling strange, perverted and alone. Luckily I found this place and have finally begun to accept myself. Unfortunately the people around me would not be so accepting and my job/appearence/lifestyle would nto allow me to wear heels as often as I like. So for now, i just make do with moments like now. Completely alone but joined to all of you through the interent. thank you all! Bub

I voted "Privacy" and I seem to have more complex or simple concerns than most people here. It does seem strange for me to now look back over my life from when i first discovered I like to wear heels to now and the transformation that has occured. I first tried heels on when i was about 10, i fould my sisters clubbing heels and was instantly taken by them. She was older and i was small so i tried them on, ti was a squeeze but they fit! I certainly wore them a good few times after that. Then as my feet grew I had to improvise, I had a friend whos sister, although younger, had HUGE feet, a UK 8, this is back in the 90's and they were hard to get then, so she had a few pairs. i would stay round his house, sneak downstairs or to the toilet and wear them. it was hte most risky thing I have done and I almost got caught more than once. Funniyl enough I eneded up dating his sister for some time and she never knew that I would still trry her heels on, she must have thought I was an excellent boyfirend, I was buying her all the shoes I could find! Soon after we broke up I started buying heels for myself, still a size 9 I could squeeze into an 8, one of my feet is a whole size smaller than the other anyway and it was easy. i lived at home and to make sure my parents didnt find them I hid them in the loft, under the water tank. But I was always paranoid that I would be found out and then threw them. I spent A LOT of money on heels to wear themonce and throw them away. Alas ym all time faverout heels, a pair of open toe mesh slingbacks, with 2 inch platform and 6 inch stilletto heels got thrown in a paranoid panic, even though I knew no one would know. i was so used to buying shoes for my girlfriend, I was on first name terms with local shop staff. i had to stop gong in when they remarked they didnt see us together anymore, i didnt have the guts to tell them i was now single. I then started seeing a girl I got heavily into thigh high boots, she would wear them all the time and I loved it, but I loved going into shoe stores and sex shops and fetish wear shops because I could have a sneaky look at mens sizes when she turned her back. Eventually I got married, i told my wife about my fetish and she acceped it at first but then when she saw me in boots she freaked out, now I have to hide them from her as she says it makes her sick. I have three pairs of boots and several pairs of shoes. I wear them at home when she is out. Once, for a laugh, i took them out in the van with me in with my gym kit. I didnt go to the gym, i spent 3 hours driving round town in them. i was terrified someone would look in the window and see them. Why does it make me so paranoid? Even I laugh about it now! have you ever been able to see another drivers shoes? What was I thinking. Today, I still wear them home alone. I have thought about wearing them out, in private, maybe in a park, or a deserted car park. I think one day i might but i know it would look wierd. You see im 6 foot 3 inches of 20 stone rugby player. its hard to pass off heels when you look like you could eat most people for breakfast, I'm not saying thinner smaller guys have it easier, but lets face it, im not built to look like a girl. id look terrible in a dress, even though I have worn them in the past at home (thats a hard style/size to find!) So will i wear them, blatantly in public. Unlikely it will ever happen.

Whoa, stop the press, someone has stolen part of my name! Actually you may have been here first! Congrats my friend, it would appear you are at least, living the dream! I would love my wife to let me wear my thigh high boots (scarily similar to yours, which model pleaser boots are they, I sell them on Ebay me thinks!) let alone let me go outside with her in them! Keep it up, Its easy to say "Don't worry about what people think" but its very different in reality. It's a fine line to tread, living your new found confidence in wearing heels and dealing with the small minded imbeciles that whisper behind your back and put obstacles in your way. If you love them, you will find a happy medium....or go "balls to the lot of them!" and wear them to work! BUB:winkiss:

Hi all, I'm really sorry I also didnt make it saturday, I was in teh car on the way back from the bank, heels in a bag in the car, when I got a call from a company i sub contract from to say a crisis had come up, I work for myself and sub-contract from this company and couldn't afford to not take the work I am sorry. On a side note, can i just say that this bitching going on, whilst alright for you guys and girls to do could potentially put off anyone who didnt have the courage to hsow up but wants to hear all the good points to what happened that day, not the crap thats going on afterwards. Why not take your arguments elswhere more "appropriately titled" and tell those here that missed it what a good event it was and maybe try and convince them to come along next year? I appreciate anyone that puts time in for free for this cause, its a hobby to some but a life to others, but If the organiser got a dream call up and didnt have time to attend, at least it seems everything was set up for the others to enjoy it! thats my two cents worth and I know I didnt turn up either and have no rights! I hope all had a good time. Maybe next year/time we can meet and I will be there? BUB

Why not just pop along for a couple of hours or so, I see you live fairly local... I'd put a sign up saying that I was going to open later...

i have no idea what this means!!! LOL!!!

oooohhhh! I'm so in two minds STILL!!!

Ok, sod it. I'll come along.

I'm really loving this forum. Thanks to all who post here, tis really helping me and my feelings get sorted out!

SEE YOU SATURDAY! (but maybe not in heels! I promise to bring some though!)

Confused??? I've been straight for 28 years and never looked at a guy in a sexual way and I love wearing heels and some womens clothes. I'm married and the wife hates my passion for boots and heels. I've recently had a lot of feelings towards men in boots and heels too, especially transvestites, so who knows. i'm up for anything and wouldn't say no to pretty much anything! As for video games, I Love them too. My wife doesn't seem to mind me spending hours on my own playing games as long as I don't do it in heels? Heaven forbid I would want to spend time with her and both of us in heels! I'd never leave the bedroom with her, shame, her loss really!

Certainly looks very good on you, actually very fashionalble and smart, well done you couragous thing you!

Thanks for the reply kneehighs! I think i will see you there after all as long as I can get time off work! (being your own boss has it's advantages but money is tight right now so I have to weigh that up too!) Thanks again, BUB

HI everyone, I've just re found this site (I actually forgot I was already a member but never posted) and I'm looking to expand my heeled horizons. I'd really like to come to the meet. I would. BUT (you knew that was coming) I'm still so very nervous and hesitant. i'm sure you are all great guys and girls and no-one would ever know but this has been my secret for almost 16 years. I shared it with my wife and she dissaproves of my love of wearing heels so I still wear heels in secret as it was. Can I come along without heels? it would be nice perhaps just to meet other guys who love heels as I do. Speak soon. BUB

What a dummy