Thighmax Posted May 7, 2018 Share Posted May 7, 2018 I need some help. I am going to tell you my thought process and maybe some of you experienced people can give me some insight. Ever since I was a little boy I have been in love with high heeled boots, I even asked my mother to let me use her boots, but she never did let me. After some time I started experimenting with dresses, skirts and leather and fell in love with all of it. I have even bought a couple of pairs of high heeled shoes which at one point was inconceivable. When I see myself in the mirror I feel sexy and powerful and I really like the end product. I don't intend on passing as a woman, just wearing all the clothing. Unfortunately, I have found that when I see other men wearing the clothes I use (there are quite a few pictures on Pinterest), the thought in my mind is that it really doesn't look good and that maybe I shouldn't be doing it. I don't know if it is part of accepting myself, but every so often all this makes me doubt myself and really question if I should keep going or just stop and don't use this type of clothing. I feel really good wearing them, I have given it a lot of thought to actually start wearing my clothing outside, but as you can understand, there is something really powerful (in my mind) stoping me from actually doing it. I have gone to therapists and they have told me there is nothing wrong with all of it. As you can see I have contravening thoughts about my style, I would appreciate it very much if you can tell me it this experience is new or not and how to grow from it. thanks 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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